Stressed out in school

Iced latte while chilling on the balcony

Hello!

Wow! Graduation is just around the corner!

I really can't believe it!

The sad thing is that I have so many things to do

even though I graduate in three weeks...

When my siblings was in their last year they

had nothing to do for the last month or two...

I really wish that it was like that for me too...

I haven't got enough sleep in more than a week

and it is starting to ruin my motivation...

We all have times where we feel like

everything is going in the wrong direction

and this last year of school I've been so stressed out that

I don't have the energy to be doing the things I love...

I just have to cope these three weeks and

then get through another two weeks of playing in

an orchestra from morning to the evening.

I have gone through worse. But the stress

is affecting not only my school work, but also

my private life...

Many people I know struggle with this the last year(or all three years)

of gymnasiet (it is something in-between high-school and college. it is

before university)...

I don't know anyone in my year that has not

been stressed or is stressed

I don't get why suddenly everyone

gets stressed out because of school...

It wasn't like this before when my siblings

or parents went to school.

I know way too many who have been diagnosed

with stress-related diseases!

This is NOT how it is supposed to be!

I hear people who are ten to twelve years

old and they are so stressed about all the

things they have to do and how they have to

write almost more pages in a week, than I

ever wrote in pre--school...

A couple of years ago, there was a change

of the Swedish prime minister and another

party is taking care of the education

that hasn't taken care of the education-part

in many years.

They decided to change a lot in the school system

and all their changes was a nice thought, but ended

up really bad...

The Swedish grades have never been this low...

I don't have very much to say about the

partys that lead our country, but this is just

the worst change ever...

The health of youths are so bad

and it is all due to this particular change...

The party that lead Sweden before was recently

elected again, but if they were to change

back to the old school system I think that

the schools and teachers will get confused

and have a problem adjusting like this

back and forth from different education-styles...

Well...

I'm just lucky school soon is over and

I can get a job and move away from home...

Hopefully this stress will cool of over the summer!

Love T.